Emily

2009-01-06T19:40:00.002+08:00

Opportunity does not knock twice

I was spending some quiet time in my room earlier this afternoon. It has been the longest time since I last felt His presence.
Talking to Him made me feel so edified, so refreshing and I was enlightened .
Just last week and today, I've received 2 emails from 2 different companies but comparing it, it doesn't really make a difference.It only matters which I choose at the end of the day and where I do feel the peace ultimately.
And so , I was seeking for an answer and I received a revelation 'Opportunity does not knock twice.'
It's a very common sentence and I believed everyone heard this before. I strongly believed that opportunity knocks at a time where it's the most inconvenient. It could be in the middle of your work, in the middle of something really important you have to do on that day and you just have to make the decision to go for it.
And yes, it really doesn't knock twice guys. Once it's gone, it really slips through the hands just like that.
As I was contemplating on whether to just go for one or both, a voice telling me that opportunity doesnt knock twice. Just try for both! there's no harm in it.
See what their benefits are, how well they are paying and consider after that,anyway i'm still serving my bond till April.

I'm going to have the dareness to try out. Even if i fail, I know that God still saves the day (:

I'm a happy little girl now. weeee!

2008-02-29T10:16:00.000+08:00

hopping over to http://emilytann.livejournal.com

see u guys there!

2008-02-29T00:00:00.003+08:00

Updates for the whole week .

was down with a slight fever and sore throat today.
Though i'm feeling terrible, but I am able to rejoice as I'm glad I went for cell group and was enlightened.
Supposed to be in bed by now, but I do not want to waste away precious time sleeping .

so yah ...
Just wanna share something regarding healthy relationships/ the values of friendship.

Healthy relationships takes vulnerability-open and accountability to one another.
Effort -time and willingness
A lot of forgiveness -Love and kind.
Honesty -open to one another.
Energy -Being pro active. Friendship is 2 people participating together.

It's not easy building friendships. It requires alot of time and energy. Friendship is a beautiful gift from God . He gave us the freedom to choose our friends and if chosen the right one, God will bless this relationship.

Going to chongqing tomorrow and I just checked the temperature . It's 7 degrees celsius over there. Freezing cold but should be pretty interesting.

Yeah, so kudos. i'm going to bed now.

2008-02-19T08:09:00.002+08:00

This will be a short post...

I was on check to see how's my performance recently and I was pretty nervous and excited about it actually.
One of the criterias is to have good grooming throughout and to know my work and concoctions well .
I will have another check tomorrow and I pray hard it will turn out good.
Luckily for me,I have a wonderful mentor who always sees the best in me and ever so forgiving.
It's Tuesday again and I'm going to visit my grandmother. It's been like a year since I last visited her and I really missed her.

Chill out.

2008-02-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is officially over for me and I enjoyed this year's visitation. If you're close to me, you should know why:)

Anyway, this year there's a new addition in our family.

My little niece ranked the number 7 in the grandchildren's list.

She kept smiling at me and all the relatives said that she's in love with me.haha

I'm very amazed at my grandmom and granddad . At the age of 65 yrs old, they are still so strong and free of sickness and illness.

I'm pretty worn out by the flight today and I think I need to go to bed soon.

Tmrw's another day of flying!

ciao!

2008-02-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

It's good to get the first day off for cny.
spent my day watching gossip girls serial online and den headed to town for dinner with June, James and Brandon.
Here's my new addiction .

victoria secret fragance.
It's the entire collection of body scrub, body mist, body cream and body lotion.
Imagine smelling like a candy the entire day .
and the best is it's selling in Singapore at T3 transit.
I'm going to get it and it's on 20% discount now.
Such a good deal..how can i not get it?
hee.

Alrights, i'm gonna catch some chinese drama before heading to bed.
how cheena can i get?haha
ciao!

2008-02-06T11:36:00.001+08:00

Happy chinese new year to all!
it's yet another year of receiving ang baos , exchanging oranges and visiting relatives.
I'm not really excited about this year as there's nothing special or exciting to anticipate.It's just another new year and get together session.
well , I just came back from chongqing this morning and it's really cold over there at a temperature of 5 degrees celsius.
I really do envy the skin of those china people. Their skin are fair and rosy and it's so pretty to have natural rosy cheeks.
How I wish I could be like them :)

Last night, I was in the secret place with God at the last row of the business class seats.
I could really felt the presence of God and I was talking to Him and thanking Him for yet another night, yet another year, yet another second to be living and walking in His testimony.
As I was talking, I was looking through the windows of the airplane and realised that the stars in the sky are amazingly countless and it quickly reminded me of the goodness of God that whatever He blesses us , it will be overflowing in abundance.
God never shortchanges.

I'm so glad that i'm walking with Him:D

2008-02-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

Hi guys , sorry for disappearing for so long.
have been busy with work and I just touched down from Shenzhen .
The temperature over there is at 7 degrees celsius and it's raining.
My collegue was so funny. She said' Emily, I can see smoke coming out from your mouth.' and then she ran away off. haha.
How cold how cold.
I shall bring a thick jacket when I'm doing my flight to Chong Qing. It's snowing over there and it will be my first experience seeing snow :)

I wanna thank God for this whole week. It has been amazing , good and fruitful especially my QT and praying session with my cgm.
Praying with one another will get to know the other person better.
I love praying, love talking to God. He knows my heart so well .
He speaks to me even when i'm up so so high .

Alright, have a nice weekend.
Gonna spend time with God and sleep!

2008-01-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

My goal for this year is to read at least 25-30 books. So on average, I have to read 2 book per month.
I used to love to read and I still remember I have the entire collection of Enid Blyton and I really mean all of the books. I would never missed out any one book of Enid Blyton . But as I grow older, other things took over my favourite past time of reading . I want to continue to love reading and reading and I realised that reading brings me a topic to talk to people .

So currently i'm into Marley and Me. An awesome and intelligent book indeed. I'm gonna finish it by this week .

Stay tuned!

2008-01-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

Joyce Meyer once shared with us that people remembers the little things that you do for them .
I totally understood what she meant now. I'm totally grateful to one of my collegue who went the extra mile for me when I just casually said something. It's really very thoughtful of her and I'll probably remember it for the rest of my life.
You might think that I am exgerrating it but i'm not.
And I would want to do that for my passengers too. Even if it might be a full load where there will be alot of requests, I will still put on that smile and go that extra mile.
Come on, you will not get to see the person again and I want that passenger to think that service in Singapore is good and that she get the most out of the service that day .

This is such an emo post i know but I really want to share with you guys:)
People will always remember the little things that you do for them ..

2008-01-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hi all,
had a 2 days off this week and i'm glad i spent it well with close friends.
It was quality time spent.

Sat
went to the doctor before heading for service and was very sad that I can't take fish for the moment now.
It used to be only seafood and eggs with the exceptional of fish but now I can't even take fish.
Oh well, I shall have plain porridge ...for now I guess until the reaction is completly gone.
It's quite sad though as Singapore is a food country .
Anyway, I went for Expo service . Pst Tan preached on forgiveness and I could really felt the presence of God in the hall . It's been long since I last had the feeling especially after i started work .
I really need alot of forgiveness in my workplace and dealing with people in this industry.
Not being a hyprocrite..but rather being sincere and real to everyone and knowing when to say the right things at the right time.

Headed to Bedok for KFC with cell group. It's very nice fellowshipping with them knowing that everyone is busy with their own work and studies.
And yes, I'm looking forward for Friday's KTV session with you guys . I hope I can go provided I don't get up called for standby .
will get Dunkin Donuts for u guys :)

Alright, I got to head to bed for now.
have an early flight tmrw!
ciao!

2008-01-09T02:26:00.000+08:00

I have been reading this book for the past 2 days.

2 days to finish up this book is simply crazy but every page tells of a story of a sad young girl named Jodie who was being sexually abused by the parents, uncles and aunties.

It left such a strong impact on her that it brought harm and she was completely shut off from the world.She trust no one except she and her imaginary friend and as I read along how a patient and understanding foster carer came into her life, I was very glad that Cathy did not give up halfway or lost her temper at her throughout the times spent with Jodie.

My eyes were wet when I read through the pages. It was one of the best story for this year and by sharing with the world the story of Jodie, I know that Cathy has warmed the hearts of many. One of the hearts is mine.

It taught me alot. You don't need to be fierce and always hitting your child when he or she is in the wrong. Patience and a firm yet gentle push is all it needs to get it going. A kid needs tender loving care from the parents and being at such a young stage in life, kids tend to mimick the actions shown by the parents to the kids.Whether the child grows up to be a good or bad person is determined by the parents itself.

and so , here's a brief summary of the book by Cathy Glass. You should get it and read it if possible.

Damaged is the true story of the relationship between Jodie and me. Jodie was the most disturbed and abused child I had ever looked after, and her behaviour was so difficult that she has seen off five carers in four months. When she first came into my home it didn’t begin well – she soiled herself, and then wiped it on her face, grinning wickedly. When she met my teenage children: Adrian, Paula and Lucy, she greeted each of them with a sharp kick. Later, when I asked them for their first impressions of Jodie, Adrian looked very guilty when he said that Jodie reminded him of Chucky, the doll from the horror film Child's Play.
But Jodie trusted me and began to 'disclose', revealing details of the horrendous abuse she had suffered from the very people who should have loved and protected her. And although Jodie had been on the child protection register since birth, the Social Services were largely unaware of what had been going on. During the time Jodie was with me I formed a very close relationship with her, and I know from your emails that many of you felt you got to know Jodie from reading Damaged.

2008-01-04T08:55:00.001+08:00

I'm so glad I got the day off today.Work has been tiring me out.
There's so many things i need to do.
Run errands for myself, get another good book to read, tidy my room and eat a good meal .

But in year 2008, I strive to work even harder so as to finish off my probhation period and to go on a good holiday in June for my birthday.
Though i may end the year 2007 with a bad note, I strive to start off the new year with a fresh start.
I shall give my best for every flight no matter how moody or tired I am.
I shall be more hardworking when it comes to work .
I shall not be so blur and forgetful -will pray for alertness.

Anyway, i've received news that our company will be giving us a pro-rated sum of bonus .
yeah. more money to spent , more money to give to building fund.

It's time to realx guys, the weekends are here!

2008-01-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

The first day of year 2008.
I believe that it will be a victorious year ahead with many great blessings to come.
Had a wonderful prayer session with June last night. We broke down into tears worshipping and praying. It was just amazing.

In the year 2007, I have completed my studies at MDIS , found a great career which I always wanted, ended my 1 and a half years vow and getting to know great friends through training.
I felt thankful and grateful to God for all that He has done in my life ,ever loving and protecting me . Thank you Father.

hence, I wanna dedicate this first post of the year to some of my close friends and friends.
so here goes.

June
You are my best friend . Thanks for the prayer last night. I could feel the presence of God in the room . I will always remember how we met in school and how we got close and I thank God for You and your mom. See you yeah .

Janelle
3 years of friendship and still counting. The most lovely girl . Thanks for being so giving and forgiving towards me. Thanks for taking the effort to whip up a delicious lunch the other day. I really appreciate it.Continue to love God!

Yan Yan
Thank you for buying crystal jade bread for me when we are having tea breaks. We no longer can meet up as often as last time but look forward to flying with our batch girls ok? Don't give up. Hang in there!

Priya
You are the kit kat woman . haa.I missed the days where you will play with my chair and making silly jokes during bored trainings. Faster recover from your chicken pox and hope to see you soon in the briefing room!

Stephanie
Sorry for not able to celebrate your birthday with you larh.. how time flies. your sis has 2 kids alr! She used to shout at us when I stayed over at ur place. haa. I just have to break something when I'm in your house! the door knob, the plates , the wardrobe door..what else man..haha.Anyway, Happy new year and meet up soon okies.

A shoutout to all of you guys(:

2007-12-27T03:20:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all!
This year indeed has been awesome.
I'm lucky that I got the day off on christmas itself and I really thank God for that.
So it was back to work yesterday .I was down with a fever in the middle of the flight and all I ever wished was to fly back asap but our flight was delayed for more than an hour over at Xiamen due to an activity that was going on on the runway. It could not have been better...the load was full, the weather was at 18 degrees celsius and I nearly fainted due to the many side orders and filling up of the immigration form.
Back to back with the delay , I flew for more than 12 hours.
Thank God for good crews who really made my day . Their small gestures made me very touched though I insisted that I should carry on working.
Being the most junior, I know where I stand in the company.

Every flight tells of a different story , stories that will stay with me for a lifetime and in future it will be my turn to guide and teach the junior crews the same way I was being taught and trained.

4 more days to year 2008!

Cabs

2007-12-24T07:53:00.000+08:00

Oh my tian.
I can't believe how much it would cost me to take a cab from the airport back to my place.
Took the silver cab and the moment he pressed the meter, it showed $3.20 and $4.20.
In total, the moment I close the door, i'm chargable of $7.40! and the meter jumps every $0.20.
It jumps like every 5 lamp posts and it's 35% more than the past.
It's seriously good money for the cab uncle and I feel that my company should give us more transport allowances especially if we touch down after 12 midnight.
Everything is increasing so fast ..I still remember that cabs used to be pretty cheap in the past and I would choose to pay a few more dollars to take a cab than a bus for convenience .Now, I think I wuld prefer taking the bus in any chance even if I had to catch the last bus.

2007-12-17T20:22:00.001+08:00

I'm really blessed with a good mentor whom I will be with for at least a month .
I really thank God and now I looked forward to flying .
Yet , I still respect her as a senior though she might be good and nice to me.
One cannot be over familiar.

I happened to have a flight which hits the sunset timing.
the horizon which separates the sky and the earth is so beautiful .I guess the higher you fly , the nicer the sunset will be and it's the nicest sunset I've ever seen.

okay, I know I have been blabbering too much .
and I should seriously start shopping for my christmas presents now.
(:

2007-12-16T06:40:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.
I'm been rather busy and tired nowadays.
i'm officially full-fledged , without having to put on the trainee tag on top of my name tag.
Yesterday was my first solo(not having to follow anybody and on my ownself).It's pretty tense for me as both sectors were quite short and we had minimum crews. Thank God for very nice crews which made my day and passengers were nice too.
I know it won't be everyday that I will have nice crews and passengers, but I will always give my best service to the passengers:)

ok, and i didn't know that christmas is in 7 days!
Fast, fast, fast .
and after christmas will be the end of year 2007.
Please let me end this year well.

2007-12-10T08:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was super tired.
Probably could be due to the many side orders and loading of meals but above all that, it was a nice flight and it was a great encouragement for me as the passengers commented that I did well and that my service was good. It's really an encouragement for me.
There were still room for improvements and I believe that I will get better for every flight.
Flight was delayed yesterday due to the rain and it was quite a bumpy ride all the way to Balikpapan-Indonesia.
Thank God I managed to overcome my air-sickness if not I have to always pop pills.
A new day, new flight, new passengers, new crews ...
I know I will do my best again:D

2007-12-08T09:22:00.000+08:00

YO!

Sorry for the lack of updates as I'm preparing for my graduation for the past few days .

I have offically graduated yesterday and it marks a new beginning of my journey.

The going will get tough, but I know that I can perserve on.

Everything went smoothly with little hiccups here and there and there were tears flowing when we were wanting to part.

Simply too emotional .

The times where we quarrelled and argued over little things, shouting at one another, jumping for joy together when everyone finally got their licensed to fly.

Being the first batch to our trainer, we gave her the most difficult times of all! we made her loose her voice, caused her to see the manager a few times due to complains but we managed to pull through =)

Anyway, I shall let the pictures do the talking before I start getting emotional.

The invitation

With Priya my partner in class and on flights with Minde

With Audrey -Dora the explorer

Getting prepared for the graduation.

and finally ,graduated

I will miss u girls:)

2007-12-02T19:56:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Janelle(:
The longest cell group member who has been with me for 4 years since day 1 .
Though the meal was simple at the Airport McDonald, but I hoped you enjoyed your gift and the dinner.
I appreciate all the things that you have contributed for the cell group, the friendship that we both had.
I thank God for all that(:
Enjoy the last few hours of your birthday!
love ya!(:

2007-11-30T18:48:00.000+08:00

We are in the midst of preparing our graduation , rehearsals etc.
Everybody is a part of this whole event and I think that it is good as at the end of the day, everybody will feel proud of the whole event.

Christmas is just round the corner and I really thank God that i'm off on christmas day itself..party all day long....
The birth of Jesus Christ is a wonderful and amazing thing.
As the year 2007 closes in less than 35 days, I will ask myself whether I have really achieve all my goals I have written at the start of year 2007 and if I didn't, why?
and if I have achieved that goal, are there more areas I can improve on?
2008-I want to achieve more in areas of my career, my family, my ministry.
If I fail to plan , I will plan to fail .

2007-11-27T06:11:00.001+08:00

The only free time I'm able to sit down in front of the computer and surf the net.
Graduating in less than a week.
Gosh ! 10 weeks of training just flew past like a rocket!
The experiences, the fun, the sad,the angry moments will be in each and every one of us.
The next time we meet each other will probably be on the same flight maybe once or twice a month .
Though the going might get tough,
I'm prepared to walk this journey alone(=

and so the other night, I had the priviledge to watch the musical 'When I Grow up' over at victoria theatre.
It was fantastic seeing how all the young kids can co-operate and make this musical a fantastic one.
A kid came up to me and told me that she is nervous and asked if she could do 1 million times as she wants to be on stage performing until she gets it perfect.
The enthusiasm in a young kid made me so amazed.
I'm sure when they replayed the dvd , their parents and each individual kid will be so proud.

Christmas is round the corner and I'm so excited for it.
are you?

In times of panic

2007-11-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

God always talk to me when I am in a panic state or when I lost something which means a lot to me.
I will feel so close and so near to Him.
He will always reassure me that everything will be alright, and that I don't have to worry.
It's really good to hear God's voice in the midst of me in a panic state and I know that I can trust Him at all times.
God is really good all the time.
Thank God I have Him !=)

2007-11-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

Today was good and fulfilling.
Met up with a secondary school science teacher for dinner
Chatted about the old school days and all.
It's really nice to know how things have changed and how people have grown.
Was pretty surprised that he always known me for the quiet girl in class and because I always failed science,it left an even deeper impression on him .
That's my science teacher for 4 years! 4 years of having to copy chapters after chapters if I forgot to write the date but still, I didn't pass his subject.

after tat headed down to bugis to find my batch girls.
They were having steamboat.
It's so nice seeing them. We are left with 20 days together.
I seriously am going to miss them so much after my graduation!
I think I will cry during my graduation.

okay, i'm so tired now.
going to sleep .

2007-11-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

A month ago,I had rashes all over my mouth and it was so bad I could not even open my mouth.
Been to at least 2 doctors and they told me that it was due to the lip balm i am using but the last doctor which I went to told me that the reason for those rashes are due to the allergies I had developed.
No seafood, no egg, no potatoes, no yam (anything which has to do with food grown under the ground as it was dirty).
A month has past and whenever I ate an egg or seafood,my mouth will have rashes again.
I thought it was cured so I ate potatoes and calamari last night.
What a smart aleck!
This morning I woke up to find tiny rashes on the upper lips and I knew that my rashes are not fully recovered yet.
I need to keep confessing that my allergies will be gone!
I strongly believe that it would be cured.

2007-10-29T18:21:00.000+08:00

Another paper down .
Was a huge relief for the entire class as this is a major paper and tmrw we will be doing scenarios and we will be able to get out license to fly!
but it was very saddening that we did not pass as a class.
Some still need to re-sit.
well, I guess she just needs to study harder for the re-sit paper .

and i'm so bored in class I was playing with my scarf.
So playful and distracted .that's the advantage of sitting at the back.wahaha.

see,i'm so bored .

this is in the mock plane.

that's all!

Mugging

2007-10-28T17:47:00.000+08:00

I had a very bad dream last night and it felt so real .
I was sweating when I woke up . I think it's the devil's attack.
It's really so scary that I cried when I woke up .
I pray hard I will not have nightmares again.

Last night after service, I had fellowship session with cell group.
We went to a shop in bugis which sells Taiwan food.It was affordable and the ambience is good.
Up next will be Arise and Build. I've got an amount in my heart and I'm ready to give my all and my best to build God a house.

Went out to study with my classmate at starbucks earlier.
Was very fruitful! We managed to cover all the topics!
and after that we went to Botak Jones for western food.The food was up to standard.
Take a look at the menu.

other outlets. They are opening one at Bedok .

I ate the fish and chips. crispy and light.A perfect dish and it's pretty cheap too and it's not very oily.
A treat for myself who has been mugging for the past 2 nights.

2007-10-25T04:38:00.001+08:00

''Though I walk through the valley of fire, I will not be afraid''
My legs are aching as I woke up today,probably due to the lots of walking yesterday during practical sessions.
But nontheless,it was enjoyable.
Here are some of my classmates who are nice people.

Here's Mei on the left and Yen yen on the right.

The bling bling group.
Look how vain we are !

2007-10-22T19:31:00.000+08:00

I enjoyed working and training so so much!
(=

Today was ultimately fun and enjoyable!
It's one of the most time I enjoyed the most during trainings.
We had a practical sessions on slide jumping today and the feeling was thrilling,especially the part where we were so afraid of heights and den 'pak' , we landed straight onto our faces.
Some if us including me became superwoman,spiderman and supermen.
But practice makes perfect.
We had to re-do over and over again and the 3rd time we jump down the slide, it was nothing to us.
We had to run back to the mock aircraft and jumped down the slide again and again .
Everyone was clapping and high-five-ing to each other as we made it as a class.
This practical session has brought the class closer and more united.
The encouragements, the cheer from all the classmates were needed at that point of time for everyone, even the stewards who were having training at the same time gave us moral support too.
They cheered us on,clapping after one successfully made it to the ground without falling flat to the ground.
It was so much fun and laughter that on the way home, we slept on the bus.

okays,I'll try to post up some pictures while we were training.
blog again!

2007-10-20T11:32:00.000+08:00

The MI crews

2007-10-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

I mugged therefore I excel .
I reap, I sow.
Praise the Lord!
(:

yes, I know that I haven't been updating cause I seriously do not know what to blog about.
What's going through my mind now is all the First Aid terms and definitions.
It just simply can't get off my mind.
I guess it will be with me for the entire life.
So, 4 days of First Aid is over and next week will be a start of something new.
It's one more step nearer to my graduation and I will be on my own .
I know that I will do my best and shine for God wherever I am .

It's nice catching up with Stephanie over dinner just now.
We were commenting how bad the customer service was at this particular restaurant.
Everyone was in a rush and there wasnt' any systematic way of doing things.
It was real bad and we still had to pay so much for customer service.
But anyway, the night and catching up was good.

Oh yah, those who want to try for SQ, there's an interview on sat
:D

2007-10-07T17:59:00.001+08:00

My collegues .
Oh, i cut my hair real short!
This is how i look like.
I'm the one in pink.
Enjoy!

2007-09-27T10:51:00.000+08:00

4 more days before training starts.
and i'm all ready for it(:

2007-09-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

Tioman-Sun beach resort

Enjoyed the snorkeling and the marine park activities.

It's amazing how the waters over at tioman is so clear and clean.

Singpaore's one is so polluted with oil and rubbish.

anyway, presenting the pictures :

the kampong boat was parked here for us to view the marine corals.

the beautiful corals at Marine park.

it feels like i was in a big fish tank -like the one u see in wisma atria.

There is this black fish with pricks which looks like a disco ball.

Lovely!

and this is me

the fishes .

even the sunset and sunrise is different from Singapore.

went to this Rock Fall fountain which is good after a day out in the hot sun.

The water is freeezing!

3 days 2 nights .

it was truly an experience.

2007-09-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today marks the last day with Shalom .
We pre-ordered Pizza Hut and KFC for lunch which everyone was enjoying it as we seldom get to eat such stuff in the office.
My farewell gift from them was a glass tray which I think it's redundant .
No idea why they gave me that.
All in all, the 5 mths with them polished up my customer service skills and to work with speed and accuracy .
I will miss the collegues which I was once closed to .
I believe the office will be much quieter without me around.
hehe

I finally finished packing all the stuff needed for the tioman trip.
5 hrs more to go before I say hello to the beautiful island over in Malaysia.
Btw, did I tell you guys that my mom bought a Usqueeze the other day .
This machine really work wonders.
The result is instant.
You can feel that the legs are much more relaxed and untensed.

A few hrs back .
Combine cell was pretty alright.
the living hall felt like a suana and me and my member were complaining throughout .
Thank God the message was short.
God never forgets.
He will grant u the desires of your heart even if the desire was made 10 yrs ago.
God of remembrance.

(:

2007-09-20T04:27:00.000+08:00

It was mom's birthday yesterday.
Took her over to plaza singapura for a meal and a manicure done.
She hasn't done a manicure before as she always believed that it's a waste of money but she enjoyed the session so much she asked to being her for it again.
Anyway,it was a good night .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!(:

Life has been pretty good.
With me getting all ready for my training.
I thank my boss for letting me go a week earlier so that I could rest and do my own things for 1 week .

So,today will be my last day working with my current company.
The new staff has taken over my position and i'm still currently trying to train him to the standards that my boss wants him to have.
Not easy though.
Especially if you are training someone who is 46 years old and does his own ways himself.
I have done my part.If he doesn't perform well, he has to answer to my bosses.

I will be away to tioman for the next 3 days.
It's here finally and I've not even started packing my bag.gosh!
the laziness and the so not enough time is stopping me from packing .
ok,will do it tonight.

that's all for the week's update.
shall update more when i have anything else.

2007-09-16T19:45:00.000+08:00

All of a sudden I feel like posting up some old pictures.

It has been 3 and a half years with them .

The friendship that I have made with each and everyone of them .

Let's continue to love God even more together.

Today is a Sunday spent at home catching up on my sleep and packing my wardrobe!

Part 2

Look at how fat and ugly I used to be.

By the grace of God I outgrew it and became like this:

Thanks to June who has been helping me too(:

oh yeah . That's what friends are for!<3

2007-09-13T05:32:00.000+08:00

There was an earthquake last night around 7.10pm.
It was due to the earthquake in indonesia.
kinda scary though.
was having dinner when suddenly I felt the entire building moving.
I thought it was me feeling giddy but it turned out it wasn't.
Many thoughts were running through my mind when the earthwuake took place...like will the building topple down on us? what will happen after that ?i'm still so young to die etc
anyway, it's a once in a lifetime experience.
I'm still glad that Singapore is still safe and sound :D

2007-09-11T12:05:00.000+08:00

I'm really very thankful to God .
He is the answers to my prayers.
The desire and dream which I always wanted since young.
I remember a few years ago when Pst Chee Kiang asked us to write down our ambition on a piece of paper.
I wrote it down and I closed the book ,totally forgetting about it only recently when i flipped through the pages and I saw what was on it.
I was taken aback.
A job which I always wanted , which I have even dreamed of it too.
It's really God.
He is the only one which can make all these things happen.
God is good.
Trust me(:

2007-09-09T18:25:00.000+08:00

Gen 6:14
Evan prayed to God that he can changed the world and God gave it to him .

Evans Almighty is good.
They should really come up more of such movie.
Movie with a storyline, and would change people's life.
Obedience is better than sacrifice.
Sometimes we just want to do something our own way ,our own comfort and ignore the things God wants us to do .
I just fellowshipping with one of my cell group members yesterday and I felt that there something which needs to be done in the cell group.
It needs to be salvaged before it's too late.
I really hope that no matter where I am next time, the cell group will still continue to stay united.

So my Sunday is spent at home
and it's another day at work tmrw.

2007-09-09T07:54:00.000+08:00

I know these pictures are way outdated but i'm really proud of them (:

Congrats to all 3 of u !(:

Janelle,Jianda and Thomas

You are the salt and light of the world.

It was Audrey's birthday on the same day

and we celebrated for her.

Audrey's at the second row in the middle of the guys.

another week has past.

I've handed in my resignation and things are more or less settled.

and I know which path i'm taking now.

A path where God will bring me through and guide me .

God really grant the desires of my heart.

Last night conference with Nicks Dijuvali was great.

An inspiration for all the people in the world.

watching the 8 mins video touched my heart and I was sitting there crying.

I've learnt to treasure my life even more.

Sometimes people in life take things for granted.

Complaining about things that we don't have ,why not take the time to thank the blesser who has blessed us.

Think of all that He has done , all the blessings that He has given.

I'm so thankful to be a christian.

and no matter what happenes in the future, I will never ever leave Him .

I promise.

Doubt me, call me silly, but I know that without Him I am nothing.

Without him I do not deserve what I have now.

Enough said,I am going to watch Evans Almighty!

2007-09-06T15:07:00.000+08:00

I thank God that i'm leaving this position to pursue what I really want in my life.
At times she can be really nice and I would feel bad to leave but when she gets nasty and irritating, I really feel like leaving straight away.
Had a long chat with the eldest son of the boss yesterday.
was a 1 1/2 hrs chat.
chatted from his family to the employees and to the ex-employees.
It wasn't helping when I have a bad flu with no tissue with me and I kept sneezing.
anyway, one thing he said impacted me.
'people come and go'
how many people in your life have come and left ?
how many people have left footprints in your life?
well, for me, I have many friends who once left footprints in my life but after school days, the footprints left behind by them were being replaced by others.
sorry for being so emo today.haha

2007-09-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

A• Are you available?: in terms of?
• What is your age?: 19
• What annoys you?: poor customer service.
• Do you know anyone named Billy?: billy bombers?
• When is your birthday?: 26 June 1988
• Who are your best friends?: God, June, Mindy, Leeling

C• What’s your favorite candy?: don't really like sweet stuffs.
• Do you have a crush?: used to but not now.it's so silly.
• When was the last time you cried?:few weeks ago.when the aunty wrongly accused me.

D• Do you daydream?: yeah. especially when i'm tired
• What’s your favorite kind of dog?: i love puppies instead.
• What day of the week is it?: Monday.

E• How do you like your eggs?: i don't like eggs
• Have you ever been in the emergency room?: No.but i've worked in one before
• Ever pet an elephant?: yeah .in chiangmai.
• What color are you eyes?: black and white?

F• Do you use fly swatters?: yes.only when i'm in malaysia or in camps.
• Have you ever used a foghorn?: what's that?
•Is there a fan in your room?: yes. on my ceiling.

G• Do you chew gum?yah. it removes bad breath.
• Do you like gummy candies?: gummy bears!(those that do not stick on the teeth!)
• Do you like gory movies?: NO!!

H .How are you?: sleepy and grouchy. What’s your height?:1.61m

• What color is your hair?: super black

I• Whats your favorite ice cream?: strawberry and mango. only from this Jap shop in Marina square.(forgot the name)

• Have you ever ice skated?:YES!

• Ever been in an igloo?: it's too cold for me.

J• What’s your favorite Jelly Bean?: blueberry/apple

•ever heard a really hilarious joke?: definitely!

• Do you wear jewelry?: necklaces?

K• Who do you want to kill?: i don't want to land myself in jail.oops

•have you ever flown a kite?: yeah.when i was young.

• Do you think kangaroos are cute?:yes , only after watching steve irwin's documentary.

L• Love at first sight?: nopex.

• Lions or tigers?: none.

. Do you like black licorice: whats that?

M• Favorite movie as a kid?:sorry,can't remember

• Ever shopped at Moosejaw?: ??

• Favorite store at the mall?: which mall?

N• Do you have a nickname?: yes. ai-mei-li(in chinese),em

• Whats your favorite number? the number 7

• Do you prefer night or day?both.

O• What’s your one wish?: to work in my dream company .

• Are you an only child?:no. there is still a brother at home.

• Do you like the color orange?: not too bad. i prefer purple/pink/black.

P• What are you most paranoid about?:being stranded on an island alone with no reception.

• Do you know anyone named Penelope?: nopex.

Q• Are you quick to judge people?: at times. but i'm trying not to judge now

• Do you like Quaker Oats?: yeah! it helps to reduce cholestrol.

• Quilts?: yeap. it's a checkered one from Ikea.

R• Do you think you’re always right?: yes, im right handed. o’well i try not too.

• Do you watch reality TV?: yes.

• Reason to cry?: many..

S• Do you prefer sun or rain?: SUN

• Do you like snow?: i’ve never see it personally.but i do like snow

• Whats your favorite season/s?: summer/autumn

T• What time is it? 2.36pm• What time did you wake up?: 5.30am

• Any tattoos?:is mole considered?if yes, i have 2 on my face.

U• Can you ride a unicycle?: har.no.

• Umbrellas?: i own a few.

V• What’s the worst vegetable?: i love all vegetables.

• Did you ever watch Veggie Tales?: nah..

• Ever considered being vegetarian?: yes. haha

W• What’s your worst habit?: biting my nails.

• Do you like water rides?: yes! of course!

• Ever been inside a windmill?: no. maybe one day.

X• Have you ever had an x-ray?: nope. i'm healthy!

• Used a Xerox machine?: what's that?

Y• Do you like the color yellow?: still ok

• What year were you born in?: 1988.

• Do you yell when you’re angry?: no. it's wasting my energy.

Z• Do you believe in the zodiac?: nope

• What’s your zodiac sign?: cancer

• When was the last time you went to the zoo?: a few months back when Jere came back to Singapore.

i'm so bored at work now. that's why i decided to do this .

It's raining outside now and my right eye has been twitching from morning until now.

alright, i shall go back to work now.

Emily

2007-09-01T08:18:00.001+08:00

I seriously miss those school days.
it was one of the most memorable and fun time where i had in school.
the shopping life after school, the burning of midnight oil etc.
It was where i've found true friendship.
I really feel so blessed and grateful to God.
He really is the answer to my prayers.

went to far east to shop last night.
was pretty late but well, at least we managed to satisfy our souls.
now going to far east is a breeze for us as there is a straight bus from our house.
had a good fellowship with June.
June, I just want to say Thank you.
you have showed me what family love is all about.
There's a warmess in my heart whenever i'm with your family.
Thank you (:
and Happy teacher's day yeah!(:
hee

It's yet another day at work .
With lesser phone calls on saturdays, I can do my own work.
The bosses have a cycling marathon this morning and therefore the office is much more quieter.
today will be a good day !

2007-08-29T22:44:00.001+08:00

Hi there
I just feel that i should just blog .
August is coming to an end soon and i'm glad it's going to be over soon.
With my mom's crazy mood swings and all..
Sat was a great day at Jurong West Church supporting my members getting water baptised followed by a great word over at Expo with Pst Kong.
A new life in Christ.
I really want to get water baptised in CHC too,probably when i'm 21 yrs.
Anyway, this week has been pretty fun for me though.
night out with June -all the crashing at her house.
Thanks June for always being there for me(: and thanks for the friendship.

presenting to you the water baptism pictures.
(ok, blogger is down , unable to upload)

2007-08-23T15:26:00.000+08:00

Why don't oysters give to charity?

Because they are shellfish.

-this joke broke the silentness in the office.

2007-08-19T09:33:00.000+08:00

I caught Ratatouille a few days back .

It's an animation cartoon show which impacted me quite abit.

It tells people tht everybody can do anything as long as one has the determination .

the courage and trust the Rat has in humans is amazing.

Would anyone in Singapore be able to trust a rat to whip up a meal which will be able to make headlines in the papers?

No , I dont think anyone would.

The moment a human sees a rat, the rat will be dead.

Maybe the whle idea of Ratatouille will change the mindset of people who dislike rats.

I believe that God created animals for a reason.

and so , another week has past.

Last night was an awesome night with Dr Joyce Meyer.

'Seizing the moment, not missing the opportunity.'

I believe that this sermon has came at the right time.

Many a times, I did not seize the moment and opportunity has just slipped by

and I will regret about yesterday and worry about tmrw.

It's so silly.

TODAY is today!

I need to squeeze every drop of today and make full use of it.

Time is precious, time is life.

Let's seize the moment NOW!!!

2007-08-16T10:47:00.000+08:00

God is good!(:

Details will be released soon:D

A Lesson in Humility

2007-08-13T10:55:00.000+08:00

' Jesus.. made himself of no reputation.. He humbled Himself and became obedient to the point of death, even the death of the cross.'
Phillippians 2:5;7-8

When I'm full of myself, God can't fill me.
But when I empty myself, God has a useful vessel.

He helped me, I went for an interview 3 mths ago and of which I was quite proud that I got in the first few rounds and went around telling everyone and that made me quite proud .
That's part of the reason why I did not get in to.
In order for God to help me, I have to help myself by humbling in order for Gog to grant me the desires of my heart.

Deflating egos is so important to God that He offers to help.
I was talking to God in my room last night.
His presence was so overwhelming that I kept crying .
Just one touch from God made me realised that I need Him even more.
I love Him even more today than yesterday, even more this minute than the last minute.
God of my forever.

The Lord looks at the heart.

2007-08-08T14:57:00.001+08:00

Take a look at this!

2007-08-08T10:34:00.000+08:00

The voice of God.
:)
The realationship is liken to a close friend.
talking almost anything under the sun w/o hiding anything.
My soul is awaken .

and that is how i managed to keep on keeping on.

2007-08-06T20:26:00.000+08:00

Today is a fruitful day for me.
headed down to marina mandarin for an appointment and den to ICA building to change my passport picture.
The queue for the passport picture changing is super duper long !
I was quite shocked to see so many people on Monday .
Reached there at 3.45pm and I ended up waiting for 3 hrs before I could collect my passport.
3 hrs for a passport is madness.
but I need to make this sacrifice in order for me not to be questioned by the custom officier.
They always do not belive that the picture in the passport is me and I am always the longest in the queue for passport clearance.
and I had to pay $60 for my lost i/c which is so dumb.
can't they just waive it off?
anyway, it's over and done so I shall stop complaining.

though the weekends were short,
I had a spirit-filled week .
Sat
went down to FOP with my cell members.
had to queue for seats though.
tears begin to fill my eyes as Don Moen sang his worship songs.
His songs always reminded me that my heart needs to be settled down ,
where my heart and my mind is together in one union.
God spoke into my heart that very night.
Delirious? is awesome too!
Martin Smith's killer smile,
the fantastic chorus board,
and Phil Pringle's preaching lifted up the souls of the individuals.
and because I wanted more of God's word,
I went for the sunday's one as well.

Sun
headed down to Jurong church for my ministry.
it's been ages since I last went to Boon lay...
headed down to indoor after that.
the last night of FOP was fun fun and fun .
not forgetting the word too:)

tmrw's another boring day at work.
I do want to get into a job which I always wanted!
(:
very soon...

2007-08-04T08:39:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it's hard to please everyone.
we human beings are always seeking for perfection but we are so imperfect,
so how can we seek perfection from others...

So here i am at work on a saturday morning,
here celebrating a collegue's birthday ,
with fried noodle, fried chicken wings and fried nuggets.
I'm kind of sick of having to wake up early on saturday
especially when I have a long night out every friday .
the tiredness in me is simply unbearable.
I have friends who always tell me that they loved their jobs,
how thankful they are to have found something which they like to do .
I really want to say that to my friends too.
One day, if i really get into a job I really like and enjoy doing,
it's when I will be committed to that job irregardless of what.
I will keep on praying and searching for the right job to start my career life.

the ghost month will be starting in the week of 13th Aug
and it will mean that there will be lesser phone calls,
lesser confirmation,
more time for me to watch dramas online
surfing the net,
chatting on msn.
it feels like i'm at home
but with Sally the aunty in the office,
she will be nagging and nagging around the office.

I need a moment of silence.

Emily

2007-07-31T21:44:00.000+08:00

I have been encountering many daily encounters with God daily.
Be it in church, at home, at my workplace, in the toilet,
there's an inner voice speaking to me almost everyday and I know it's got to be Him.
Sometimes it's hard to obey and you just want to ignore it but the voice just simply won't go away.
It will keep ringing in your head and so I chose to obey.
Obedience is better than sacrifice.
It pays to be stay righteous too and being nice.
Take for example,
today in the office,
one of my boss wanted to scold the delivery guy for leaving a brand new carton outside the office and his car ran over it.
He got so mad that he wanted to scold him immediately
and suddenly I stood up for him asking the boss why he wants to scold him as it wasn't his fault?9he's trying to accuse him wrongly)
and the sillest reply you can get from a boss is that he wants to scold me instead.
Geez!...
well, I'm rather free at work nowadays as there aren't much moving as the ghost month is round the corner and everybody is rushing to move out or in before the 11th of August.
So if you see me online, chat to me.=D

and I just remembered that it has been a year since my grandma has left us .
Actually i'm glad that she has left this earth and be with the good Lord .
Her unfilial daughter has placed my dear grandpa to an old folk's home.
I want to visit him whenever I can and try to spend time with him.
Sorry for being so emo today .

The joy of the Lord is my strength.
:)
I'm glad i've found Him

Emily

2007-07-23T08:35:00.000+08:00

I can smile and talk as much I can now.
this taught me a lesson.
never ever use something without a brand.
if you never heard the brand name before, it's better not to use it.
It's better safe than sorry.
Thank God for my mouth is healed!(:

2007-07-22T09:01:00.001+08:00

It was a mouth infection due to the lip blam which I have been using.
and the most funny thing is I finished the entire bottle before my mouth gets infected by it.
It's kinda silly though.
the doctor gave me a type of cream which is not supposed to be swalloed or lick,
which means I cannot eat or wet my lip after applying it.
Accidentally swallowing the cream will lead to poisoning.
But I still thank God that I'm able to sing praises and worship His name.
:)

2007-07-19T14:51:00.001+08:00

Thank God it's 19th July.
It's been such a boring day at work,
and with my mouth having small pimples and cracking,it ain't helping at all.
it could probably be an infection ,so i'm going to the doc later on.
i'll probably take mc tmrw and finish watching all the drama and dvds i bought from malaysia.

I've been thinking whether i should go back to study .
maybe work and den study at night.
I don't want to waste my youth away by working or should probably pursue another degree or get another job which is higher than my current one.
It's been on my thoughts for like 3 days .
Been praying for wisdom to make a right choice.
It looks like God needs time to reply me back and i'm waiting.
Patience is golden .

2007-07-17T09:11:00.000+08:00

so many thoughts are on my mind now.

2007-07-16T15:29:00.000+08:00

Hi there.
Weekends are pure fun !
headed down to Marina square for dinner with cell.
some of us ate subway, kfc and carl's junior.
but ultimately,
we smuggled all the outside food to carl's junior.
my cell guys who had big appetites ended up filling so bloated they nearly died.haha
Carl's junior burger is sufficient to last the entire day!
it's so big la their burgers!
we were laughing, talking and 'suan-ing' at each other.
after dinner,
we went to play pool in the arcade.
was good.
the fellowship and all.
i didn't know that my members were such pro pool players.
going to sign them up for emerge next year.

pls pray that the meeting won't last long. 2 hrs the max:(

2007-07-13T12:05:00.000+08:00

Frienship and love overcomes all.

2007-07-11T15:55:00.000+08:00

It's been long since I last blogged.
So many things have happened since my last entry.
My friend has been hospitalized for a week due to gastric and she advised me to see a doctor too.
for more information , hop over to Samantha's blog to get a better idea.
needles,medicine and the smell of the clinic turn me off.
seriously, I am paranoid of clinics.
from now on,
eggs,
diary products and
oily food are a big no-no to me!
this is to protect my precious gastric.

the most happening thing that took place was on Mon when I went into JB with my mom.
I thought my mom couldn't shop much but we managed to shop for 3 hours.
Though she was tired, she never complained once and even accomodate to my whinings.

and today at lunch i bought chicken gingseng soup which suppossed to be nutritious for me,
but it was filled with oil and the soup was diluted.
oh well, outside food.
what else can i say?

okay, i gtg now.
getting busy at work!

2007-07-04T07:44:00.000+08:00

Transformers is such a good movie!
My eyes were fixed on the screen during the entire show.
FANTASTIC SHOW!
Those who think that it's a guy show ,you're wrong man.haha
Go watch ! go watch!
:D:D:D:D

2007-07-02T12:44:00.000+08:00

Sat
Had a fun time at sentosa .
It was Kirsten's 2 yrs birthday celebration cum picnic.
It's been long since I last had a picnic.
it's a very good form of fellowship with friends and family.
was baby-sitting baby kirsten and playing with her.
The sun was scorching hot
and thus I ended up with a burnt back .
was painful but I guess if I had enjoyed myself,it shouldn't bother .
yeah,
and so , I took rather lot of pictures.

This is Kirsten's younger brother.
A pretty young guy:)

kirsten

Sun
went for service.
Pst Wagner preaching on the marketplace simply wow-ed me.
It gave me a better meaning of engaging the marketplace.
headed down to Marina for a haircut.
just felt I needed one.
anyway,
shopping was good.
Had cheap stuffs though the GST increased by 2%.
some shops absorb the GST but well,
It doesn't really affect me one way or another.
shopping was fruitful.
from orchard to marina to bugis.
was amazing how girls can shop for the whole day.
Stamina needed!
haha.

Mon
wasn't in a very good mood today .
The energy to smile and talk .
I just don't feel right today.
hence,
the entire office is very quiet today.
talking too much can make people irritated
and I don't want my boss to think that I have nth to do.
oh well.
being emo.

I'm going to catch transformers tmrw.
Good show I heard!:)

2007-06-27T10:41:00.000+08:00

Now we know why Adam ate the apple.

it's an awesome peach ice-cream'with a ferro roche chocolate at the core.
Fantastic creation!

2007-06-26T15:05:00.000+08:00

生日快乐！！
:D:D:D
I'm so happy!
I have so many things on my mind which I wanna say.
First and foremost,
I wanna thank all my collegues who have taken the effort to get gifts for me.
It really touches my heart.
and my boss even ordered a birthday cake for me and I was so surprised!
How sweet and thoughtful!
and I also want to thank all those who have sent me a birthday wishes either through sms or msn.
I wanna thank you guys.
-Mom-I have never seen such a strong woman in my life. I love you mom.
-Leeling-Thanks for all the delicious herbal tea you boiled.
-Audrey-
-Mindy-My neighbour, my best friend.
-June-I love you June
-Ellen-thanks for remembering. It's very thoughtful of you.
-Jia Ann-the best guy in the whole world!haa!
-Bi Eng-
-Felicia-The girl whom I can bully!wahaha
-Richard-You are the best brother,best collegue.don't be stress la!
-My bosses,Sally,Gideon, Gabriel, Charley and Simon-
and all those who I have missed out,please pardon me:)

the day is soon coming to an end.
and I'm going for a nice meal out with my collegues!
Salmo here I come!!

from left:Simon, Richard, Benny

from left: sandar,Felicia,Lanie, Sally

2007-06-25T11:11:00.000+08:00

There's a 360 degrees change in my mom.
She's cooking'mian xian' for me now,
bringing me out for dinner later and den buying a cake for me.
Her gestures touched my heart.
It's truly God that have transformed her.
Thank God:)
I'm so happy today!
haven't felt like this in the longest time..
:D:D

2007-06-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

I had an awesome night of dinner with E290s:D:D
Thanks guys.
Sakae sushi at the airport was fantastic.
The bill choke up to $100++ for 6 people.
ate a sashimi and it totally melts in the mouth.
gosh.
the peach ice cream ,needless to say sums up the entire meal.
yeah.
and I had my fav mango cake from my bestie:):)
Mango cake brings back lots of memories and I will only like mango cakes.
took a major lots of pictures.
will upload when i got the time.

looking forward to shopping day with bestie tmrw!:)

nitez'

2007-06-21T14:49:00.000+08:00

我等不机礼拜天快点到因为我又可以和很久没有出去的朋友一起吃饭，聊天了。
我认识它们有大概三年了吧。
时间过得很快。。
我真的希望我们会做一辈子的好朋友。。
:D
让我们在礼拜天的时侯吃得开心，逛到脚痛到为止。哈哈！
妈妈说要在我生日当天煮面线给我，老板要请我吃 NASI BRIYANI.
这么多人照顾我，我当然会感到非常辛福。
我哪会有还有什么埋怨呢？
（：
所以，
不愉快的事情全抛开。
我会快乐的（：

2007-06-18T09:12:00.000+08:00

Hi all,
so I had an enjoyable time for the past few days.
It was Mindy's and Euzanne's birthday and we had a good time fellowshipping.
and so we went to Sakae on Sat night,follwed by Pacific cafe.
Sunday
went to Tampines Mall to see Bryan Wong hosting for Shisheido then to MS for swesen's and Kbox.
Had a fun time.
Shall do a photo blog today.
Tonnes of pictures to upload.
enjoy!
Sat-at sakae

the number of colourful plates that we ate but only 1 red plate.

'eat us!':)
Pacific Cafe

The cake which I bought and it's so wrong.
will buy the standard chocolate cake next time.
I've learnt my lesson.

the 2 lovely ladies

presents time!!

she's happy(:

i'll upload the rest later(:

2007-06-16T10:43:00.000+08:00

For the past one week,work has been rather tedious and straining .
With all the running about, calling up of customers, being accused etc,
I'm glad the week is coming to an end.
Sometimes, despite all the stress and all,
I take joy in the little things...
like eating my fav biscuits,
chatting on MSN etc.
Take joy in the little things and you will find that your journey will be meaningful.
Sometimes I feel so drained out and tired,but at the end of the day, I feel that I have accomplished something.

I shall stop here now.
Got to help my collegue to finish up his work.
(:

2007-06-13T04:15:00.000+08:00

This is crazy I know.
I slept at 8.30pm last night and I woke up at 2am this morning.
My body only needs 6 hours of sleep.

I need to stand up for myself from today onwards at work.
I'm not going to let my bosses accused me of something which I didn't do.
It has happened many times since I started work and I would just keep quiet.
I must learn to fight for myself.I can't simply ignore or don't bother abt it.
It's time for me to fight for myself.

2007-06-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

For those who want to have a great place to chill out,
there's a cafe at Sigalp which is The Cheesecake cafe.
The place there is awesome!

Had a great fellowship with June and Mindy at town earlier.
will be uploading a few pictures.
Enjoy!

At The cheesecake cafe

With June

With Mindy

and finally,
a tired me at starbucks.

2007-06-08T11:44:00.000+08:00

currently at work now,
feeling so lethargic and I felt that I needed to blog this.

I had a new haircut at Monsoon salon three days ago.
Pretty nice and I had a fresh new look.

Jaren- my hair stylist is one which we felt we have known me for ages!
we can click so so well.
Others have even mistaken that we are best friends to him.
I always tell my friend that it is not by chance that we met.
It is God's concidence.
my friend and I want to engage the marketplace ,
being friends with him and meeting his needs.
and so, just for a haircut, I got to know two friends from there.
One is Jaren , the other is Rainie the recep.
She is a nice girl though.
Without any close friends whom she can talk to, I feel that I have the need to be her friend.
Being there for her when needed,encouraging her, building up her self-esteem.
My friend and I want to let them know that we are being friends with her just because we want to reach out to her, but rather letting her feel the love and joy from us when she is with us.

Talking about Engaging the Marketplace....
abe to walk the talk.

Cell will be at Pasir Ris later and going for frog's porridge later.
Will be fun!(:

2007-06-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

The 4 days of emerge is over.
I enjoyed myself.
the preaching
the praise
the worship
Everything is excellent!
God turned up at every sessions.
He is onmipotent.
Throughtout the entire 4 days, God has taught me the real meaning of love,being able to reach out to the lost ones .
All the messages have deeply impacted me.
I will never forget the first time I gave my heart to God.
Before I go to bed , I shall post up a few pictures from emerge.
Enjoy!

they are enjoying the balloons.haa!

the amazing sound people.
without them , the whole conference will not be able to function.

They are the ones who have emerged!(:

with June

with Mindy

good night guys(:

2007-06-03T08:29:00.000+08:00

The emerge conference has greatly touched my heart.
Before the conference, I was telling one of my friends that I do not feel as excited as before when I first atteneded emerge.
The fire of excitement wasn't there anymore.
My flesh is weak and tempted but my spirit is willing .

Last night session was one of the most memorable nights.
God reminded me of the days I first encounter with Him,
My first love,
My first quiet time,
My first prayer.
Flashbacks of the FIRST with God.
I cried like buckets during the session.
It was the night.

Tonight is the grand finale and it will be one of the best !
I'm looking forward to it(:

Here's a few pictures I took while at work.
ENJOY!

One of the 3 bosses.
He's the best!
I'm under him.

I'm ready to emerge!!!

2007-06-02T08:16:00.000+08:00

Bad things do happen to good people.
God has taught me how fragile life is.
My boss grandson,Issac was dianosed with leukemia and he's only a few months old.
Not even a year old yet.
I pray hard that they will continue to seek God and rely on Him.
The only thing I can do for them is to fast and pray.
I believe that God can do miracles and Issac will be healed!
Just believe...

2007-05-28T11:52:00.000+08:00

I GOT INTO MAKE-UP MINISTRY!
(:(:(:

2007-05-27T08:44:00.000+08:00

My partner was on leave yesterday and it's seldom for Sally(my boss) to allow her to go on leave especially when I'm new in her job.
I guess it's the trust she has in me that's why she allows my partner to go on leave.
Thank God for the opportunity to apply what my partner has told me.
Her trust in me has allow me Sally to raise me up another level.
Thank God it!
God is really doing something in my workplace
and He is always there for me.

There was an incident whereby we couldn't find a source,
everybody in the office was looking through the file again and again.
I was praying for God to let me find the source.
and!
God spoke to me!
His words were so clear to me .
He said''It's in the blue file under the section N''
of course, being His child,I have to be obedient.
and YES!
the source was in the file and when I told my collegues that it was God who has helped me,
they kind of don't believe it.
It didn't happened just once!but MANY times!
God always proves that He will be there for me ALWAYS!

He is real.
how real?
VERY real!

:D

2007-05-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

the office has never been so busy and noisy today.
with the 3 bosses back in town, the entire atmosphere is different.
the biscuits they brought back from Japan are the tasiest!
gosh! Japan has the best biscuits.
TOP QUALITY!

anyway,
today has been a busy day for me, I still thank God for it.
The day started off with me hacing to misplaced 3 of the important customer's source.
How careless I am!
I really thank God for the favor of men.
My seniors have been so lenient towards me.
teaching and guiding me patiently.
therefore,
I am so determined to be so so more careful and detailed from now onwards!
No more mistakes.

and i'm still considering this:
should I take leave on my birthday?(:
I don't wanna add on extra workload to my collegues but I need a break seriously.
any suggestions?
(:(:

2007-05-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

Though the combine prayer meeting was long yesterday and tiring,
it was fantastic.
God's presence was present throughout.
I was being ministered.
Kenneth preached something which I will never forget.
'It's a priviledge being able to serve God.'
yes, it is true, and I will take it for granted.

for those who knows where I'm working, you would know that I will walk to work.
it's a 15 mins walk and during the walk, I will always look up into the sky and thank God for everything and yet another day.
Another day to live,
Another day to love Him even more,
Another day to sing praises to Him.
I can picture Him sitting on the throne waiting to throw down blessings upon us.
God is good.

(:

2007-05-17T08:43:00.000+08:00

currently at work now.
have been down with a flu and a slight migrain for the past 3 days.
When I thought I have recovered, I caught it again.
The reason is because there are many germs in the office and due to my poor immune system, I caught the flu again with 2 of my collegues down with a flu.
There is definitely a flu bug going on in Singapore.

The moving period is drawing near and calls and emails have been streaming in daily
which is a strain to my voice.
One advice: Drink lots of water throughtout the day.

The weekends are drawing near and my bosses are flying back to Singapore on Monday.
This means that my indulgence of wearing casual to work will end on sat .
Haha.
Formal outfit from Monday onwards.
Gotta get back to calling.
Ciao!

2007-05-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

3 of my bosses are on a 2 weeks holiday to hawaii and las vegas to attend their son's graduation.
that leaves us lots of freedom to blast the music, talk freely on msn.
It's a luxury for us all for this 2 weeks.

before I knock off, i had a chat with my collegue and I realised that my bosses are so strict towards my work as they wants me to assign me to two other posts.
two important posts.
that explains their high expectations they have on me.
they have a decision to choose between me and the other new girl,
and my all my collegues chose me to be the one.
i'm so humbled and thankful for the promotion.
promotion comes from the Lord.
i'm very very thankful for it(:
and I've learnt how to protect myself.
It's sth which I always need to do.
A customer scolded me this morning through the phone and I was so offended by it that I actually talked back to her.
I bet she had a shock from it.
hahaha.
it's really too much.so what if she is a customer and she is from a company too.
gosh.how did they hire someone like that as a receptionist..
it doesn't gives her the right to scold me through the phone or insult me.
right?

2007-05-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I don't really like going to work on Mon as there will be many faxes, phone calls and emails.
ALl these are alright,the only thing I don't like is that the boss will wrongly accused me of something which I've never done.
I wanted to tell her it's not me, but when she finishes her last sentence, she wil walk off in a hurry leaving me swallowing down the accusations.
When it happens, I will look to God and lean on Him.

I want to be more broken .
More humble, more teachable .
Pst Kong is now on a new sermon on Sermon on the mount.
We are a city set on a hill.
In His presence,I'm always so humbled and thankful.

Tmrw's another day at work and I will go look forward to going work:)

2007-05-01T08:28:00.000+08:00

It's always so good to see a close friend who has been out on the road for 2 months .
2 months is looooong.very.
She's a woman of capacity(:
here's a picture of the biscuits from Japan.
So NICE!!

POcKY -honey with milk
It melts in the mouth.

This biscuit has chunks,not bits of chocolates in it.
totally awesome!

went shopping the other day and I was so tempted to buy this outfit.

from Pull and Bear

Received a one week pay yesterday and Thank God my bosses are very sastisfied with my work.
God has definitely put me there for a purpose(:

2007-04-29T08:52:00.000+08:00

Received a box of bicuits from June .
It's the nicest biscuits i've ever eaten!oh gosh!
I shall post a picture of it.

Many thanks June.
I love it so so much!(:(:(:
gotta catch up with you tmrw when you return and I can't wait!

2007-04-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

had an awesome kway chap dinner with my bosses and collegues.
they are the ultimate hilarious bunch of people i've ever met and i always looked forward to going to work every morning(:
it's always good to hear that people in the company appreciate for what you are doing and they will thank you for that.A thank you means alot to me!haa!
My bosses will be going on a 2 weeks leave to hawaii which means there will be freedom in the office! yeah!
:)

2007-04-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

Work's pretty good.
Lunch is provided and it's walking distance from my house and thus I can save up on transport and food.
The people there are friendly and I feel like a family working with them.
Everyone helps one another in order for us to knock off at 5pm. The boss doesn't likes us to work overtime.
I feel that it's God's arrangement for me to enter into the company.
I feel blessed:)
anyway, work's pretty good today and I belive that I will shine in the company:D

2007-04-22T10:45:00.000+08:00

Do you have to give me all those criticism ?
Sometimes I really hate to hang out with you guys..it only bring down my self-esteem.
It's not funny when you said those words into my face and u can just simply laugh it off.
Please learn to grow up.

2007-04-21T11:03:00.000+08:00

found this picture in my com.
it's a picture taken last year.wanna share with you guys.
I wanna puke.haha.!

2007-04-21T10:44:00.000+08:00

It's been two weeks since we had a cell group and last night it was a combined cell group.
Kenneth preached well and during the worship , the anointing of God fell upon me.
God is right there in Jianda's house.
I cried in His presence once again and I will always hold on to the anointing.
I will never forget what kenneth told the cell last night.
'If you want the anointing, there is a price to pay for it.'
I've seen the promises of the Bible coming to past and it's real.
After many crisis has struck me over the past months, I can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel.
I got a well-paid job , got into a ministry I always long for .
As what Mindy said, everything is falling together nicely and God never fails me.
Praise the Lord!

Things I want to achieve by this year 2007 and I want to see it happen NOW:
(FAITH is a reality)
1) Bring my brother back to church
2) Get my driving license
3) Going for at least one mission trip.

God is real(:

2007-04-19T08:17:00.000+08:00

work starts today.helping out with admin at an IT company for a friend's dad.
the reason why i'm so frustrated is beacause my mom knows that there is a cabin crew interview this weekend and she keeps asking me and sms-ing me to go for it.
I knew about the interview all along and I know that if I told her, she will bug me to go for the interview.That is why I kept mum about it but she still knows .
Oh gosh.
and cathay pacific just sent me an email asking me to go down for an interview with them .
This is all-so-not good.
After trying for 2 times, I am greatly discouraged.
Not that I don't want to try again.But it's a waste of time, effort and energy if I know it's not for me at this moment.
If the job is meant for me, I would have gotten into an airline company by now.
My mom says other people like Kym Ng tried for 10 times before going in and I only try for 2 and I wanna give it up.
and because of that, we quarrelled.she said it's for my own good if I can fly but yet on the other hand she doesn't want me to fly cause it's not an easy job.how contradicting!hmph
anyway,
Airlines is just not for me la...(if only she can read this)
I'm gonna get ready for work.ciao!

2007-04-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it's so frustrating to know that some things just cannot happen at the right time.
i'm in a dilemna now.a BIG one indeed.
someone please tell me what to do .
ARGH!

2007-04-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

Hi all,
it's been long since I last blogged.
Just came back from Indoor Stadium from Benny Hinn's conference.
It was awesome!
Felt God's presence and I cried like a small kid in His presence.
Just one touch and it can change my entire life and miracles happen. I could hear God speaking so clearly to me.
The anointing was double from the one on Friday night and I'm sure the Sunday's service will have triple anointing.
I love God.
i'm living in eternity.
:):)

Monday is my brother's birthday and we will be going out for dinner tmrw.can't wait.will be good.
and i'm cravin for biscuits now!:D

2007-04-02T08:42:00.000+08:00

It's so good to jog early in the morning where the air is fresh with the smell of the morning dew and as u jog, u slowly see the morning sun rising.
the feeling is so awesome and I prefer to jog when there is no sun.
It's good to exercise . feeling so energetic now..
I'm going to be so discipline again.exercising and getting back to my healthy lifestyle.
It's an aim I've set for myself.
and yes,
June will be back on Fri and I can't wait to hang out with her again.
:))

2007-03-30T10:25:00.000+08:00

I'm going for the Taiwan emerge in July.
saving up:D

2007-03-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

It's good to know that there are always friends who I can rely on and I know they will always be there for me.
I chose to believe that true friendships exist in my life again.
Even the coldest heart can turn warm with the touch of God .
I thank all of my friends who have stood by me through my darkest period and i'm always thankful.
Guided me through my depression period, not judging me and accepting me for who I am.
Who says true friendships don't exist?
It happened to me:D

2007-03-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS to Seraphina upon delivering another baby boy this afternoon:)
You must be so happy to be a mom again.
headed down to gleaneagles to accompany her.
was supposed to deliever at 12pm but it was delayed till 3.15pm , but anyway,it was a joyous occasion.
He was so tiny and as I carried him in my arms, I was so amazed by the work God has done.
It was really very amazing.
here are some pictures I took .
enjoy!

Nathaniel Asher Ong

He managed to open his eyes.

Hyper little Kristen.just so adorable!

2007-03-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

I'm finally blogging.heh
was on a 7 hours trip to genting on grassland coach with movies to occupy myself and back alone for 2 days one night.
was quite pathetic as I only stayed there for a day with the freeZing cold weather in a 5 star hotel just directly above the casino.
I had only myself to blame as I was wearing shorts!gosh.anyway, I enjoyed myself pretty much with the outdoor and indoor theme park plus the shopping. yeah.
The food is rather expensive so I settled with biscuits:D
Here are some pictures I took.
enjoy yeah!

the dragon babies!

London here we come...

the luxurious room I bunk in.

Fun kart which was so so slow..

the beautiful scenery from the cable car:)

2007-03-13T00:35:00.000+08:00

I really had to thank God for today.
went for silkair interview this afternoon and I waited for 3 hours before it was my turn.
The waiting for my name to be called and waiting for the results made me so fidgety at the waiting room.
Finally, everything was over in 4 hours and I was being selected for the second round.
The final round will be on fri where I had to go through a swimming test and uniform fitting.
and if everything's alright, I'll be flying already.
It's a roundabout trip so I won't be away for like 2 , 3 days..instead I will be back at night if i'm flying in the day.
can't wait:)

will be out of town for 2 days.
blog again!:D